which burns more

why can't i win?, just let yourself go, in all of your glory, i'll keep you with me, in all of your beauty, if i was the one to say goodbye, i'd say it so slowly, just soft enough to make you cry, yourself to sleep, every night without me by your side, because you are nothing, without me, you're nothing, so, i'll go on repeating you these few words, because if you want it that's how bad it hurts, to say which burns more, to stay or walk away, because you were the one to say goodbye, you said it so slowly, just soft enough to make me cry, myself to sleep, every night without you by my side, because i'm nothing without you, i'm nothing, and i'm searching, for the words to say to you, like i love you and i need you, yet you won't get the clue, and your green eyes, will turn these brown eyes blue, and i'm nothing, i'm nothing without you, why can't i win