out of focus

it's like nothing happened, when everything happened, you took it away, but that's the way i like it, i find myself laughing, cuz everyone's laughing, i don't belong, making up a number, then there was nothing, in my mind, then there was nothing, in my mind, i was just out of focus, in my mind, i was just out of focus, in my mind, i wasn't behaving, i wasn't invited, she could put it away, that's the way i like it, it's not entertaining, being entertaining, i don't even work here, i operate the curtains, then there was nothing, in my mind, then there was nothing, in my mind, i was just out of focus, in my mind, i was just out of focus, in my mind, then there was nothing, in my mind, then there was nothing, in my mind, i was just out of focus, in my mind, i was just out of focus, in my mind, i was just out of focus, in my mind