re-do

i wanna start from the top, maybe like a do-over, replace the voices in my head with blind innocence, i wanna complete re-do, maybe change my name, report the loses grab the claim, it's a shame it's such a shame, we're pissing away our time cause we're pissing away these beers, no monumental moment ever came from saying, "come on dude, just take one more shot", try to, try to forget, that your bones will dismantle, and the dreams you had they'll collide with time, your unrequited love for life will surely. halt that i'm thinking way too much at night, maybe i could just move away or go extinct like triceratops, but i love loving: watching movies, sitting back and also breathing, my family and friends would be crushed, but is it enough, the "future freaks me out" but i guess i could just, curl up in a ball and think, i won't be breaking any barriers, so i'll keep thinking the "future freaks me out", i won't judge you if you think the same, so let's keep thinking: "well the future, the future freaks us out!"