when will i see you?

i stay around her, when will i see you?, stay down, when will i see you?, mtm, hit 'em with the heat!, when will i see you?, i'm so sick of reminiscing, all my homies missing, i hear myself talk and i feel like no one listens, i feel alone again, i'm back in my hole again, i wanna feel whole again, emotions holding in, system overloading, overflowing, feel like i'm drowning in sorrows today, can i catch my breath? no threat, tell myself when i was younger, but now that i'm older, my days get colder, my reign is over, none of my friends are sober, none of my friends come over, feel like a loner, feel like i'm stuck in a corner, yeah, i can empathize with the loss of lives, i just pray to god they don't multiply, murder, overdose, and suicide, just wanna die, will i fly when people fry?, x is written up in the sky, when will i see you?