not alone

, ripped black jeans and snow white hair, it's like no one sees or no one cares, it's like all i crave is her, but i'm not what she deserves, she fucks with my head on the daily, she fucked me like she really hate me, she love when i sing her to sleep, i love her so much i can't breathe when she speak, i see stars in my dreams, every girl i talk to hates me, i feel like i can't even cry, i wouldn't date me, and if you told me that you loved me you were faking, i make the most of all the hearts i end up breaking so, i don't even cry no more, but, lately i been crying on the floor, like, i don't even want this life, why does it have to seem so bright?, i, know, i, know, i, know, you're not alone, ripped black jeans and snow white hair, it's like no one sees or no one cares, it's like all i crave is her, but i'm not what she deserves, yeah i know i'm not alone, but it sure does feel like, everyone hates me, i just don't feel right, and you said you're not alone, but when i show up there's no one home, it's not easy believe me, when i'm standing right here and you still can't see me, i'm in your ear but you still can't hear me, i'm speaking truth and you still don't believe me, i've been broken before and i'm broken again, i guess i'm being punished for my sins, lately my nightmares feel like my friends, 'cause only they understand me in the end