i was lost

all my life i've tried to find, a simple way to ease the pain, and numb my mind, but it set me blind, and i missed the signs, i'd knock them down, head onto ground, where i could hide, i've gotta find a way to leave it all behind, i've gotta find a way to leave it all behind, i don't feel whole, no self control, this thing inside won't be denied, it has my soul, but the dice has rolled, and my blood runs cold, i see my fate, i gotta change, before i'm old, 'cause it's one more day that has gone to waste, for two lost nights that the drinks erased, three white lies that i tell my face, four more marks than my actions break, i've gotta find a way to leave it all behind, i've gotta find a way to leave it all behind, 'cause i've been lost, i've been lost, i've been lost, yeah, i've been lost, i'm off the rails but i'm running beside the train, don't wanna care just to get back on again, i'm reaching out but i'm clutching onto sand, all i need is somebody to grab my hand, 'cause i've been lost, i've been lost, i've been lost, yeah, i've been lost, one more chance could be all it takes, two steps forward baby no mistakes, three more months, counting down the days, four more cities till i see your face, 5am when the sunlight breaks, six young minds in a crowded place, seven sings that are now in place, eight, nine, ten and i'm home again, now i've found a way to leave it all behind, now i've found a way to leave it all behind, now i've found a way to leave it all behind, now i've found a way to leave it all behind, i was lost, i was lost, i was lost, i was lost