lost to me

one, two, one, two, three, have you ever felt so lost, you don't remember the start?, where it returns, and who had the cards?, if i knew then what i know now, would i still follow you anyhow?, have you ever felt so lost, you come alive, you disappear?, could you just stay awake with me?, i need to just talk to you a-free, could i just make my way back to you?, i know that you're gone, hollow and done, i know that you're lost to me, have you ever felt so lost?, on a belfast december, sat on a plane, tryna remember, when i held you in my arms in june, a tired sunday afternoon, we never felt alone, we came alive, we disappeared, could you just stay awake with me?, i need to just talk to you a-free, could i just make my way back to you?, i know that you're gone, hollow and done, i know that you're lost to me, tryna find my way back, even though you thought of me, tryna find my way back, to where you're lying awake