i suffocate

what's the difference in too much, and not saying enough, when it all feels like suffocating?, it takes the air right from my lungs, but i could never bite my tongue, you watch me die, but if these walls could talk, would it reveal a better ending, or would i hate myself just the same, or would it be worse, than knowing nothing at all?, it all feels like i'm wasting time, it all feels like suffocating, just like suffocating, but if these walls could talk, would it reveal a better ending, or would i hate myself just the same, or would it be worse, than knowing nothing at all?, with a lot of anger, and a pocket full of shells, you could leave a lot of weight, for them to burden, what were your intentions?, i couldn't tell you mine, are you the lowest of the low, a filthy parasite, bleed me out to death, just so you can stay alive, but i'm running out of breath, and i fucking suffocate, i suffocate, i fucking suffocate, i suffocate, and it's still not enough