posters

when i was only nine years old, i had a poster, and with that alone i had the education, the motivation, i knew what i wanted to be, wanted to be, even though, each year, it never was the same location, started getting older, i took it on myself, to find out why, i'm the way that i am, but i cant find a conclusion, no i think i'm getting closer, yeah i know i'm getting closer, my whole wall is filled with posters, my whole life if filled with posters, i used to be outspoken, doing anything for someone's attention, and when that changed i guess you thought, that i was no longer me, although i finally found me, so take the other bodies, and put them by the tv, you make real friends quickly, you make real friends quickly, but not me.