the end

waiting for silence, waiting for the night, where is my heaven?, suddenly there's a light, i wake from a nightmare, every night's the same, a garden of pleasures, i see my soul in flames, searching for silence, searching for the night, dreams of salvation, i'm determined to give up, i pray for an answer, every night's the same, a tear for my memories, my life is passing by, in silent moments, lost in dreams, so tired of this endless pain, where is my sun, where is the light?, a stranger is always by me side, he kills my heart, my inner flame, is this the end? i wanna die, i hear the angels call my name, i spread my wings and try to fly