numb

there's no way to explain, i'm just all out of patience, i just can't stop moving to prove my motivation, i'll never catch my breath while i'm still running away, you'll never really know what's stirring behind these eyes, i fell asleep angry today. you said to wait, but nothing fucking changed, i fell asleep broken again. you said to wait, but nothing fucking changed, at least i know i always tried to believe, but my hope and faith were gone when you were taken away from me, i've forgotten what it's like to feel love, i've forgotten what it's like to feel free, all i can feel is hollow and empty, all you can see is the broken shell you know as me, abandoned here and left for dead, i'm banging on the walls of my own head, my fucking thoughts won't let me escape all my mistakes, this is my fate, won't take no for an answer, won't turn the other cheek, headstrong in the world with nothing to believe, nothing to gain. nothing to lose. if you can hear me scream, just know it's all for you, you never explained a life so difficult, i just want to run forever, but it's not that simple