not even sorry

i'm covered in allegations, of a life i've outwitted a whole generation, my hat is on backwards, my spine isn't straight, my heart doesn't beat on its own, i wish that i could feel alive, but what is feeling alive to someone who was left behind, i lied about all the times, i said that i would be just fine, oh, am i forgiven for this time, i'm alright, i'm just a little too sick to admit it, and oh, if you please ask yourself why, how could you just let me go?, i'm covered in allegations, of a life that i've lost in just one generation, my body is shaking, i'm fucking insane, you left me to die here alone, i wish that you could feel the same, but your mind doesn't even work that way, you're always playing these games nobody can play but you, oh, am i forgiven for this time, i'm alright, i'm just a little too sick to admit it, oh, if you please ask yourself why, how could you just let me go?, la da da da da-da da-da da da, la da da da da da da da, la da da da da-da da-da da da, ohh, la da da da da-da da-da da da, la da da da da da da da, la da da da da-da da-da da da, ohh, oh, am i forgiven for this time, i'm alright, i'm just a little too sick to admit it, la da da da da-da da-da da da, la da da da da da da da, la da da da da-da da-da da da, ohh, oh, am i forgiven for this time, i'm alright, i'm just a little too sick to admit it, and oh, if you please ask yourself why, how could you just let me go?