through the desert alone

sadly, i walk around this place on the shells of eggs, my shoulders are cold, i put it off for so long, i put it off, and know i've got to live with what i made, forever, what was stolen from us, now is forever lost, just because we'll never pay the ransom, what was taken from me, i will never regain just because, we'll never pay the ransom, i'll become like the desert wind, and i'll drink all the gin, shriveled up under desert lights, eaten up in the night, i can't keep this up much longer without, needing more from you, i need more, wasted with the rhythm, angry at the melody, how did you stay so sweet?, cause you were my ally once, you were my confidante, i need somebody close, to be close to, forever, what was stolen from us, now is forever lost, just because we'll never pay the ransom, what was taken from me, i will never regain, just because we'll never pay the ransom, just because we'll never pay the ransom