why is love so disastrous?

, what if we try?, why is love so disastrous?, what if we survive?, would it change anything?, what if we try?, why is love so disastrous?, what if we survive?, would it change anything?, most days we watch our best friends die, i try just to understand why but. my machine gun interrupts any such questioning, it's hard to look to heaven when the bombs keep falling, what if we try?, why is love so disastrous?, what if we survive?, would it change anything?, is god's will really murder flooding the streets?, can we measure her love by the oil underneath?, all i ever wanted was what i was told i was owed, at what cost? i'll never know, most days i watch my best friends die, sit back and watch the whole world burn, most days i watch my best friends die, what if we try?, why is love so disastrous?, what if we survive?, would it change anything?, i tried to say goodbye, but the bombs got louder, i thought i heard you cry, but the bombs got louder, i scream my prayers at the sky, but the bombs got louder, i lost my faith in faith, everything i ever knew is falling apart, what if we try?, why is love so disastrous?, what if we survive?, would it change anything?, it makes me sick these things we've done, in my heart i know we're all damned, it makes me sick these things we've done, in my heart i know we're all damned