needles

searching for higher meaning, i stumble to a fall, laid you back and forth between the innocence, and the frail days that started on, and the beginning was never this frightening, and nobody warned you of that, and you never thought something this beautiful, could send you deeper into the abyss, so you're pushing the needle again, hoping that when you do, somebody's waiting for you, rusted and old, your feelings have numbed, when you find nobody there, pushing farther and farther, you need someone, you need anyone, to show you yourself from deeper within, and if only someone could forgive you, for all that's been done and said, but maybe it's too late to change, and nobody cares anymore, you'll find out that nobody cares anymore, you'll find you'll have to save yourself, nobody's there