say goodbye

we drown beneath the weight of the thing we should have said, and this list of accusation and lies that never ends, maybe we should say our goodbyes and let this rest, and all my friend say that i should have left, but darling, can you tell me, if it's so much harder, to make this right, then why's it hurt so fucking bad to say goodbye, if it's so much better, leave it all behind, then why's it hurt so fucking bad to say goodbye, we hang on to sins of the past like holy verse, so everything we say never fails to make things worse, and every night i dream, i call your name out and weep, and all my friend tell me that i should leave, but darling, can you tell me, if it's so much harder, to make this right, then why's it hurt so fucking bad to say goodbye, if it's so much better, leave it all behind, then why's it hurt so fucking bad to say goodbye, and you play my heart like a symphony, as you keep on falling in and out of love with me, and we've come so far but it's bittersweet, as you keep on falling in and out of love with me, and it's so damn hard to face the truth that, i keep on falling in and out of love with you, can you tell me, if it's so much harder, to make this right, then why's it hurt so fucking bad to say goodbye, if it's so much better, leave it all behind, then why's it hurt so fucking bad to say goodbye