wide awake

i buried my face into my palms again, tryin' to wake up, on my world that is tired of spinnin' here, why do i fail my feet are stuck to cement, sink into the bottom of my soul, i try to stand up to catch my self reflection, the shattered pieces collapse to the floor, why can't i crawl to my dark corner, hard and cold, sometimes my grip wants to let go, so wide a wide awake i lay, do i have what it's gonna take, to keep on keeping on, so wide a wide awake i lay, can i take this weight from holdin' me down, another morning sucked that night, another night passes away, i try to laugh it off, but it grows where i'm soft, gripping into me while i sleep, holdin' on feels like the wrong direction, why do my dreams come out fake, a lot, a lot short of satisfaction, it least i'm locked in a familiar place, so wide a wide awake i lay, do i have what it's gonna take, to keep on keeping on, so wide a wide awake i lay, can i take this weight from holdin' me down, i work myself over, i work myself over, again, so wide a wide awake i lay, do i have what it's gonna take, to keep on keeping on, so wide a wide awake i lay, can i take this weight from holdin' me down