conscience

let me become what i want, you won't believe what i ponder, i saw the world through a notch, somewhere within i uncovered, everything that i once was, dwelling beyond my subconscious, i saw myself as a god, that's when i realised i wasn't, when i asked how you colour the sky, and you told me i already knew, when i asked could i see through your eyes, and you told me i already do, oh then why do i feel like a fool, tell me there's a path to take, where i'll know, i will get another day, tomorrow, if you could just elaborate, i'll follow, cause i don't know if i'm awake, let me become what i'm not, i don't decide what i ponder, i saw the earth as it was, the moment i fell to its aura, there i erased all my thoughts, teaching myself to discover, everything i thought i lost, hiding right where i left off, when i asked how you colour the sky, and you told me i already knew, when i asked you to see through my eyes, and you told me you already do, oh then why do i feel like a fool, tell me there's a path to take, where i'll know, everything will be okay, tomorrow, if you could just elaborate, i'll follow, cause i don't know if i'm awake, i'm unsure if i should ask, but i question everything that i see, i venture into my past, reliasing that it's in front of me, i sit with hands in my lap, piecing together these memories, i left you where i began, knowing that i'm what you used to be