tryin'

i really want to be the best i can, but i'm always fighting, it's like i almost got to prove myself, sometimes i wish i was somebody else, now i don't want to sound like i'm complaining, this is everything i asked for, but i get tired of everyone's expectations, and i wanna be left alone, driving through these red lights, like nobody can see me, someone's screaming self destruction, but i can't even hear it, they wanna hold my hand, they gotta see, they gotta see, i'm tryin' to do the best that i possibly can, even when i fall down, i gotta be, i gotta be, i gotta be, the first one to turn it around, oh, oh, i'm tryin', tryin', oh, oh, i'mma keep tryin', tryin', everybody always got an opinion, somebody always got something to say, i'm getting pulled in a million directions, sometimes you got to find your own lane, i know you're trying to stand in my corner, i know you only want what's best for me, but when the pressure starts to choke me, you gotta stand back and let me breathe, racing through these red lights, like nobody can see me, lights and sirens trying to stop me, but i can't even hear them, yeah, they wanna hold my hand, they gotta see, they gotta see, i'm tryin' to do the best that i possibly can, even when i fall down, i gotta be, i gotta be, i gotta be, the first one to turn it around, oh, oh, i'm tryin', tryin', oh, oh, i'mma keep tryin', tryin', anybody if you feel me, let me hear you say, anybody if you feel me, let me hear you say, ay-yo, ay-yo, ay-yo, anybody if you feel me, let me hear you say, anybody if you feel me, let me hear you say, ay-yo, ay-yo, ay-yo, they wanna hold my hand, they gotta see, they gotta see, i'm tryin' to do the best that i possibly can, even when i fall down, i gotta be, i gotta be, i gotta be, the first one to turn it around, oh, oh, i'm tryin', tryin', oh, oh, i'mma keep tryin', tryin', anybody if you feel me, let me hear you say, anybody if you feel me, let me hear you say, ay-yo, ay-yo, ay-yo, anybody if you feel me, let me hear you say, anybody if you feel me, let me hear you say, ay-yo, ay-yo, ay-yo