when i can't have you

every time i look into the mirror, every time i have to close my eyes, i ask myself is it a sin to be a sinner, if it's only something in my mind, 'cause i know that we could never be, like we want to be, i'm only make believing, i'm only self deceiving, tell me how could i, tell myself a lie, dreaming is all i do, when i can't have you, someone else can hold you like i want to, someone else can really make you cry, wish i could find a way to make it better, but i know that i shouldn't even try, 'cause i know that we could never be like we want to be, if i could be the only one that you'll come running to, if i could make the past undone i would, sometimes i feel it's the way you look at me, the way that you do, when you know i can't have you