this far

i don't think, i can take, one more step, down this lonely road, and i never thought this would be easy, i never dreamed too big, i just thought by now, maybe somehow, i'd at least be proud, of coming this far, this far, was it all worth it?, what lessons have i learned?, what more will i hold inside, when i finally return?, to the place that i call home, where i still feel just as alone, as i do right now, on the grass, looking up, waiting to wake up and make sense, of this dream i've begun, i may be the very best, i've battled everyone, but i don't know where to turn, now that i'm done, i want to be more, than i thought i could, i want to feel, like i've done some good, i just thought by now, maybe somehow, i'd at least be proud, of coming this far, i rose to the top, but i lost who i was, i reached for the stars, and i feel like i'm falling down, i want to be more, than i thought i could, i need to know, that i've done something good, and i thought by now, maybe somehow, i'd at least be proud, of coming this far, this far