boy without batteries

you want to see something creepy?, remember this?, it spent six years in my drawer. it doesn't smell like you anymore, but i can't throw it out so i ignore, but what's creepy, is how i still think about how my life would be, if things worked out for you and me, but i'm a flake so don't take it too seriously. one of these days you'll stop pretending, i was only someone you could find a friend in, you didn't miss me, you were misdirected, you didn't kiss me, and i felt rejected. one of these days you'll stop pretending, you will be a little less condescending, and if you missed me then you missed your chance with, the nerdy little freak no one wanted to dance with, but now it's fine, your attention is not where i get my pride, you wanna know what the worst is?, sometimes i think i've moved onto so much more, but sometimes i am not sure, and now and again i feel weak to the lure. but what's crazy is how no one made me feel quite like you. but that was so much to go through, at the end of the day, i don't know if i want them to, one of these days you'll stop pretending, i was always someone you could find a friend in, you didn't miss me, you were misdirected, you didn't kiss me, and i felt rejected. one of these days you'll stop pretending, you will be a little less condescending, and if you missed me then you missed your chance with, the nerdy little freak no one wanted to dance with, so pick up your bags it's time to go, i could be the one who destroys everything, and i'm like wishing we went back in time, before you had your nine to five, i used to try and make you mine, but that bird never learned to fly, we're here now, here now, both my hands are tied and i don't care, but now it's fine, your attention is not where i get my pride, you wanna see something creepy?