heart attack

i just needed a reminder, so i wrote it over every single thing that i own, i made it far enough to find her, but will i ever be a big enough man to take her home, i cut her off for the weekend, cause i can't even handle you and me when i'm home, and if she doesn't feel complete then, i can go ahead and wish i'm someone she's never known, you see the regret in my weary eyes, i'm sick from lies, you live in pieces in your second life, you miss your mind, it's time for me to leave, i'm now feeling diseased, cause in the next few weeks i will be fighting through all my troubles, it's hard for me to just pick up and leave, cause in the next few weeks i will be fighting through all my troubles, moving on to a new life, and i forgot about every single person i know, it's so sad, we won't think twice, just call it off, fold, pack a bad, and head on home, you miss your mind, you miss yourself, you miss your family and your mental health, the kids are getting older, the family has grown, you look at your life now and your mind is blown, don't play with forever, you did it from the start, i once was so strong, attacked by my own heart, you miss your mind, you miss yourself now, you miss your family, you miss your mind