split personality

i do not trust, so i cannot love, oh no no no, and i would not dare to open up, well my rent's past due and now my car won't start, i hate the bus, tell me what do they see when they look at me, do they see my many personalities, can you help me, does anybody hear me, can they even see me, this is my reality, oh oh, said i'll say it again, you're my only friend, though i can't go on, i'm not satisfied with this being the end, tell me why can't i just reach up and simply touch the sky, tell me why can't i spread my arms and fly and fly and fly, tell me why can't i say this, why can't i do that, tell me what do they want from me, tell me how to act, so i'm putting it all on the table, you don't know me well enough to label me, sick, or even disturbed, when you break it down i'm just two girls, trying to blend, trying to vibe, trying to live just one life, everybody's got insanities.i got a split personality, tell me why can't i just reach up and simply touch the sky, tell me why can't i spread my arms and fly and fly and fly, tell me why can't i say this, why can't i do that, tell me what do they want from me, tell me how to act, can you help me, do you hear me, do you see me everytime, it's all mine.it's my reality.it's just too much for me,