addicted

intoxicated world. boys and girls, deal me up another hit of self mutilation, and let me blow my brains. go insane, throw it in my face and watch me chase it, stimulate, wide awake, need to stop this pain inside my head, cause it's laughing at me, injection, explosion. burning as it surges through my veins, i'm addicted to all the colors that i see, that you hold in front of me, you have changed me, why do i love you when i know you're wrong?, over and overindulges in anyone or anything, that makes you feel so alive, i am electrified. i'm so high, numb to all of you who are just out to get me, fascinate, magic state, cast a spell and maybe i might forget who i am, cowardess, selfishness, thank you for letting us watch you die, liar! you are a liar!,