mind's eye

in my mind's eye, i've been living in my mind's eye, to most i ain't safe in my right mind, say the wrong words at the right time see blue through the sky in the night time when i'm in my mind's eye, i've been living in my mind's eye, and i know that i need to find my way, i need to find my way, reality's actually something that i see as tragedy passin' me sometimes while i need some gravity, i need som' extra, feel like i'm floating, i feel i ain't special, feel like there's sometimes when i'm out here dreamin', my mind just believes what i'm seein', the air that i'm breathing is feelin' so good to me, and i swear it is, and it's killin' me, i mean, there it is gone, yeah that shit's way too unfair, it's like a comparison, shit is imperative, damagin', please call me an ambulance, i am collapsin' right under my arrogance, panickin', standin' still like i'm a mannequin, my freedom goes way beyond an american's, i ain't funny, i'm just crazy, ain't unlucky, i'm just lazy, i'm running on stages too enthusiastically, look at how all of these people seem proud of me, then look at everyone doubtin' me, feel they surroundin' me, well, they are bound to see something that's out of this planet, i know that you can't understand it, but damnit, i know that i'm living to show that i'm winnin', and growin', it's only expanding, in my mind's eye, i've been living in my mind's eye, to most i ain't safe in my right mind, say the wrong words at the right time see blue through the sky in the night time when i'm in my mind's eye, i've been living in my mind's eye, and i know that i need to find my way, i need to find my way, ride me for a little, when i go to look at the big picture see irony in the middle, i see followin' and i see i see a train that will beat a grizzle, but it never will, none of these people can ever chill, shaken the game up but really its never still, i am just searching for better deals, tryin' to come up with back with some flow and some better skills, never will i ever get what i came to see patiently waiting these people are hating me, basically i will keep going till i am dead, listening and only simon says, i can not satisfy critiques without antagonizing a couple of fans, without surprising a couple of bitches who swear that they love me but really they can't, done, writing these verses i'm plains verses on trains so people still claiming i'm the worst in the game, and it hurts to explain and i'm currently changing it up, and i'm working the same, i'm working same, damn i'm perfectly sane, i'm spitting my fire i'm burning the game, not really but i got a flow cause at this point in time this shit is all i know, really i devoted tons of shit to go on a low, honor roll, but no i'm not honor roll, man i got to go its time to learn some shit i though i know i thought i know, in my mind's eye, i've been living in my mind's eye, to most i ain't safe in my right mind, say the wrong words at the right time see blue through the sky in the night time when i'm in my mind's eye, i've been living in my mind's eye, and i know that i need to find mine way, i need to find mine way