nothing and everything

enemy, familiar friend, my beginning and my end, knowing truth, whispering lies, and it hurts again, what i fear and what i try, the words i say and what i hide, all the pain, i want it to end, but i want it again, and it finds me, the fight inside is coursing through my veins, and it's raging, the fight inside is breaking me again, still the same, pursuing pain, is it worth all that i've gained?, we both know how it will end, but i'd do it again, and it finds me, the fight inside is coursing through my veins, and it's raging, the fight inside is hurting me again, and it finds me, the war within me pulls me under, and without you, the fight inside is breaking me again, it's breaking me, it's breaking me, i'm falling apart, i'm falling apart