if it happens

make it up, as we go along, the composer's problem, yeah, we're lost in longing, yeah, and if i had to, if i had to, sure, i would, if i had to, would i lie?, oh would i lie, lie to myself, just to be close to somebody else?, oh i, lie to myself, just to be close to somebody else, oh, i lie to myself, just to be close to somebody else, i, i wonder, and just as everything goes silent, do i have enough to reconcile this?, oh we could make it, oh could we make it?, oh should we fake this?, i don't know how