bummer

i loved this person who didn't love me, i stuck around, hoping that they would see, unwilling to loose -reluctant to care, so confident in the substances we'd share, there was a ghost who haunted my head, paid close attention to every word he said, gave him perfection gave all i could give, but what he wanted -was for me not to live, blank and so beautiful- beige and benign, you're pulling ahead - left me falling behind, bummer, blank and so beautiful beige and benign, you're pulling ahead left me i'm falling behind, bummer, blank and so beautiful- beige and benign, you pulled ahead - left me failing, i threw a party, but nobody came, i threw a party and i was never the same, i threw a party, but nobody came, i threw a party band i was never the same