afraid

i'm scared of questions, i'm scared of answers, i'm scared of women that aren't dancers, i'm scared of failure, i'm scared of cancer, i'm scared of shit i can't control, i'm scared of getting old, yeah, and i'm afraid that you'll see me for who i really am and leave me, that's why i jump from girl to girl and different cities, shit is exhausting and i feel defeated, yeah, scared of losing it all, why am i so afraid?, of everything these days, of things that i can't change, i'm not okay, i'm not okay, why am i so afraid?, the future's in my face, it's driving me insane, i'm not okay, i'm not okay, why am i so afraid?, lately i been losing rest, lately i been feeling stressed, hope they know i try my best, i can feel it in my chest now, oh, i can feel it in my chest now, i've got a few things i can't hide so, when i cut the ties, no, i do not act surprised, only real ones by my side, only real ones by my side, why am i so afraid?, of everything these days, of things that i can't change, i'm not okay, i'm not okay, why am i so afraid?, the future's in my face, it's driving me insane, i'm not okay, i'm not okay, why am i so afraid?