again and again

sick and angered by my friends extremely cold and heartless, honest talkin shit behind my back about me to my friends, the source a jealous passion towards a spirit stuck in contention, and fame just need some time to myself again need to bring back, the old days when i was in control of my life again and again just endangered w/, my friends extremely bold and honest i'll be when it comes to me i said i'm sorry, but you don't hear me i tried to say that i was sorry to you, but you don't think i speak honestly thats ok cause i can move on i'm so sorry. no