the going rate (my fix)

what's the going rate on life vs. love?, what's the going rate on heaven up above?, i feed on the plans that i've made up to now, what's the going rate on accountability?, what's the going rate on you vs. me?, i'm far from the walls and the trust that keep me here, i'm stuck in the mud, it's stuck in my mind, how we're running out of time, bent out of shape but i'm on the up & up, pulled out my roots, yes i have, wasted so much on everything but this, it's my fix, it's my fix, it's my fix, what's the going rate on making this thing right?, what's the going rate on staying out all night?, it's hard to believe in the things i trust the most, there's so many signs, how many ways, can i deceive my yesterday, bent out of shape but i'm on the up & up, pulled out my roots, yes i have, wasted so much on everything but this, it's my fix, it's my fix, it's my fix, can you be bigger than this?, can you be stronger than this?, we're counting on you, everything's waiting on you, everything's focused on you, to do what you should do, bent out of shape but i'm on the up & up, pulled out my roots, yes i have, wasted so much on everything but this, it's my fix, it's my fix, it's my fix