i am a disaster

this is a disaster, but that runs through my head and run through my blood, and when i run the other way, hey, catch me up and pull me down, and force this blush upon my face, and when i run the other way, hey, they catch me up and pull me down, i already know before i've hit the ground, that when i stand up and i turn around, it will be the girl with blonde hair and all her friends that i'm scared of, if only the ground would eat me up, if it was a choice you know i'd take it up, my nose is running so much that it in my hair, and the boy i liked well of course he's there, this is a disaster, but that runs through my head and run through my blood, and when i run the other way, hey, catch me up and pull me down, and force this blush upon my face, and when i run the other way, hey, going red and feeling pretty blue, you might as well tell me tears like this are made for you, they're hot and they sting as they run down my face, and this is the face i have to see every day, oh every day how will i return but i want my praise and i want to learn, oh give me the answers and tell me it straight, is there something as unlucky as such thing as fate, this is a disaster, but that runs through my head and run through my blood, and when i run the other way, hey, catch me up and pull me down, and force this blush upon my face and when run the other way, hey hey hey.