soak

born with a scar far above my head, i count the stars crowding my vision, and i feel nothing instead, i feel nothing instead, soak in decay, spoil into loam, give what i take but it never feels enough, so, i give nothing instead, i give nothing instead, take me to the water, i am not free but i am sorry, i am stone, you should know i would never let you down, you should know i would never let you drown, loan by the skin, a vessel with two hands, touch what i can before i hand it in, so, i touch nothing instead, i touch nothing instead, born into debt, a line of no request, pay what i can but the rest, i have no chance, so, i pay nothing instead, i pay nothing instead, take me to the water, i am not free but i am sorry, i am stone, you should know i would never let you down, you should know i would never let you drown, take me to the water, let me soak in slaughter, i will sink into the bed like a stone, take me to the water, let me soak in slaughter, i will sink into the bed like a stone, take me to the water, i am not free but i am sorry, i am stone, you should know i would never let you down, you should know i would never let you down, you should know i would never let you down, you should know i would never let you drown