ultramarine

, just leave it tonight, you'll wake up and know, precautious child, out here on your own, my light, out here on your own, own, own, own, own, own, own, own, own,], it was like around '99 with white wine in here, dancing silhouettes, blue skylines, neighbours had that tuesday/thursday night choir, i go to bed early, my bedroom was right by it, singing " in excelsis deo", sure enough, angels came to comfort us, and we rode on, waste the world of it, our parents used to fight, dad moved out of home, and he just moved five houses down the road, said he don't know how to cope through a cloud of smoke, but he was just depressed and scared, no one know, my eyes glazed over, saw my cousin, and they played me dr. dre in the car, things changed forever, me and rapping through it all, but we stay together since buffet pizza hut b-day dinners, when they had more locations, mum had to work, grandma basically raised us, they said then we didn't know what pain was, dec would die on goldeneye and cry for ages, we was angry, had the codeine packs, my brother shouldn't be seeing that, these things we swore we'd never reenact, then you grow up and start feeling sad, through the walls, through the walls of heaven, through the walls, through the walls of heaven, when my grandpa died, it was a weird feeling, didn't give a fuck after all these years drinking, so tell me why these tears dripping?, maybe we're crying 'cause things should of been different, and death is scary, we're all heading there and we don't get it, really, and it sings like a sweet shot of variance, and they bury us or they spread the dust, i wanna talk about summertimes, 1995, see the drunken nights on the skies of ultramarine, strobe lights in a party i wasn't invited to, we just sat outside, bloody-eyed, hillary and enzo were so in love that night, but everyone broke up from those younger times, and got someone else at least a couple times, can't look at me the same, i'm just some other guy, well, that's justified, senorita, i feel for you, said i loved you the second week, it was clearly true, guess we're both sick, you said, "i feel it too", forever didn't seem so far when you were twenty-two, fights went right through the walls, tried to look happy, walk outside, the neighbours wouldn't even look at me, two days after i turned my album in, i left her, that was one shot forever, through the walls, through the walls of heaven, through the walls, through the walls of heaven, and the sky was ultramarine, oh it's different now, it's different now, seeing you now, seeing you now, it's different now, it's different now, this time, it's different now, it's different now