death of me

, yeah, pocket full of boarding passes, huh, i don't know what city i was in last, but i'm out here trying to make an impact, same time keep myself intact, say, take it, take it easy a like it's gym class, tell me how i could? there's slaves in world, before i die i'm trying to see us end that, so i move fast, ramadan, ugh, most fast, autobahn, who cares if i ever get a grammy nom, if my soul takes l's, phenomenon, still can't believe i get paid for this, as a kid all i did was pray for this, now i'm living out my dream, craziest, got me really feeling like i was made for this!, at the same time never knew how dangerous, it could be when lives start getting changed to this, when somebody say you they favorite, guess it carry some weight to it, you know, cuz ugh, that's power and that's influence, the temptation is, to use it for myself and serve somebody else, i'm sitting here buggin just rememberin, what them rappers showed me, ugh, how to bag a honey, stack the money, they said i was mac by the number of shorties that i could smash, now i'm waiting on that matrimony, cuz, i've been changed up, lil homie came up, it's depressing, kicking with dudes i used to look up to, they still on that same stuff, i ain't have no role models, now i gotta be one, i bought the lie hiphop sold me, man i want a refund. i feel like it's the real me, feel me?, yeah, i been changed, but i'm still me, what i am now, not what i will be, i'm trying to give life, but this could be the death of me, oh, the death of me, this could be the death of me, oh, yeah-yeah-yeah, the death of me, this could be the death of me, yeah-yeah-yeah, look, mama feel like she losing me, to this lifestyle that's consuming me, i travel every weekend, even when i'm weak, man, you know what that to do to me, huh?, back pain, back pain, sleeping on planes and feeling like bruce wayne, blackout all night on that stage, man, i need a batcave just to get away, uhh, jesus retreated to speak with his father, i know that i need it, my career been growing, but tell me where i'm going if my time with god is depleted, god, i'm sorry, i mean it, all i want to do is walk with you but, my priorities wrong, i talk about you more than i talk with you, uhh, one of my mentors taught me, whenever things get foggy, if you wanna grow in god, it's not complicated, it just costy, gotta spend that time, currency, uhh, overtime gets to learn to be, uhh, strong enough to admit i'm weak, to meet with god i'll need his needs, yeah, 2014 bout' to be different, i think my favorite word will be no, opportunities come and they go, but, none of them is worth my soul, that's somethin' that you can't afford, and, got me thinking what's most important, uhh, i get kicks watching grown men in line for some jordans, nowadays, time is fortune, but chasing fortune is all consuming, i feel like god is calling dudes, they just wanna play call of duty, this that peter pan, at the dinner table out in never land, eating, can't nobody see it but me and my boys, that's the way i wanna keep it, huh, aye, i lost a couple friends to this new season, jealousy and hate for a few reasons, used to be down, now whassup?, guess everybody around when the fun's up, yeah, got me feeling like celi de, women wanna holla, i just tell em' that i'm taken, even if i wasn't i'd be slow for the taking, i don't if they love me or the money i'm making, ain't no way to really tell, where somebody heart truly at, bad girls coming at me looking good, showing off they body, that's a booby trap, been low, but i never let my guard down, huh?, buddy, i ain't crazy, you ain't bout' to catch me slipping, put a million dollar baby!, me and dre trying to eat good, cutting out the nonsense, on the road trying to give life, huh?, but, i might lose mine in the process, i ain't have no role models, now i gotta be one, i bought the lie hip-hop sold me, man i want a refund. i feel like it's the real me, feel me?, yeah, i been changed, but i'm still me, what i am now, not what i will be, i'm trying to give life, but this could be the death of me, oh, the death of me, this could be the death of me, oh, yeah-yeah-yeah, the death of me, this could be the death of me, yeah-yeah-yeah