swan dive

do i ever really wanna wake up?, body dehydrated as i drift off, only when i'm sleepy do i indulge, like a dentist on vacation, never shake a hand without conviction, out of character my mind is mixed then, everything i make up really hits when, i'm on vacation, i hate always talking about my money, but you gotta have enough to keep it running, had a feeling god might be here watching so, soak me up i'm sopping, never shake a hand without conviction, my personality is fake and unconvincing, swan dive into hell, body go missing, my boys addiction, i get so much enjoyment out of loving, do you wanna be my pumpkin?, do you wanna be my muffin?, yeah you're so fucked up, but i never say a thing because i love ya, do you wanna meet my mother?, do you wanna be my fool?, do i ever really wanna wake up?, body dehydrated as i drift off, only when i'm sleepy do i indulge, like a dentist on vacation, never shake a hand without conviction, out of character my mind is mixed then, everything i make up really hits when, i'm on vacation, do i ever really wanna wake up?, body dehydrated as i drift off, only when i'm sleepy do i indulge, like i'm on vacation