in the absence ov light

every seme the devil breathes, my steps never outweighed the gravity ov hell, so i keep praying for rain ov flaming rocks, to foster the symmetry ov worlds, i had a vision ov the impenetrable darkness, never found on neither side ov the moon, it wields composure ov my soul, that comes as one with the odium below, chant the psalm, non serviam, retrieve the pride, within and without, i throw out each flaw, any idea. i trust not any abstraction. i believe not in god nor mind. enough with these gods. give me a human. let him be just like me, just like me. dull, unripe, unfinished, not dark, and not bright. so that i may with him dance, play with him, with him fight, in front of him pretend, give him thanks, and him, rape. fall in love with him, through him recreate myself, grow through him, and sprouting this way, wed myself, in the church ov man, i imagined the most ardent ray ov sun, like vulture hovering above my neck, it burns with fever deep within my soul, erect in glory to sink into shame, oh lord, whence came this doubt?, thou doth know i am all and everything, let loose my shackles, let chaos reign, infecting moral arteries. chant the psalm, non serviam, retrieve the pride, within and without