this goodbye

my world caught fire, you're the one who lit the spark, now i'm playing with matches, all alone here in the dark, i had to learn the hard way, that salvation has its price, but i'll never forgive myself, that you were the sacrifice, and i can't bring myself to say goodbye, i walk with my head up, say i'm fine but that's a lie, your face will always haunt me, it's my comfort and my curse, and i can't imagine any feeling could be worse, than this goodbye, some days the guilt inside, becomes too much to bear, i stopped seeking redemption, i don't have the will to care, i know i should be stronger, cause i think that's what you'd want, you'd be so ashamed if you, could see the nothing i've become, and i can't bring myself to say goodbye, i walk with my head up, say i'm fine but that's a lie, your face will always haunt me, it's my comfort and my curse, and i can't imagine any feeling could be worse, than this goodbye, and i'm so sorry that i couldn't save you, i gladly would have taken your place, i wanted to always protect you, but i broke every promise i made, please don't leave me, cause i can't bring myself to say goodbye, i walk with my head up, say i'm fine but that's a lie, your face will always haunt me, it's my comfort and my curse, and i can't imagine any feeling could be worse, than this goodbye, this goodbye