all i ever wanted

her people didn't have much going, she was 15 years old, and her eyes were on fire, burning straight from her soul, her boots and her movies, man, she was into her bong, and no one really knew her, she felt confused and alone, if anyone would have asked her, she would have liked to have said, "all i ever wanted was to be on your side, all i ever wanted was to be with you, all i ever wanted was to be on your side, all i ever wanted was to feel", since those times with her stepdad, she's been a victim of sex, her family was gone now, it was all she had left, "wasn't i good enough for you?, wasn't i sweet enough, wasn't i pretty enough, why didn't you ever want me?", now those eyes once so hungry, are just holes she can't seem to fill, and what she learned from her mama, has long lost it's thrill, and in the distance there's thunder, running over the sky, man, she'd like to feel that, if she wasn't so down and tired