winter's dream

i just dreamed what it's like for me to be dead, my icy body sunk in a black lake, with the leaves swirling around me, the fall can leave such a bad sting in the water, my dream ended my life because, no stays for the winter, all these dreams never really meant that much to me, always brings a hand of security, my life was spare because it was only a dream, suffice to say the water was not as cold, as the vision is old, god why can't things live when it is freezing?, ironic when i'm forced to my cave when, it's my favorite season, i don't want to freeze, something's missing