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how are you feeling?, how are you doing?, i'm sorry, i just wanted to hear your voice, so clear, what are you thinking?, am i a nuisance?, it's so strange to talk after all these years, what does it mean, and, it's so confusing, all my old feelings coming back to me, when was the last time, i saw your face?, know it like the back of my hand, i'd say, and you know i'm not dumb anymore, i picked up the books you threw to the floor, put them back on the shelf, don't you see how much i want your help?, and i know we're not the same as we were, used to be falling hard, but now it just hurts, me so bad, and you know that i can't hold back, all of these worries that i've had, 'bout you, and i know, that it's time, to forget how i'm feeling, don't want to give in, but i know, know that it's right, to listen to my breathing and start believing myself, and i know, that it's time, to forget how i'm feeling, don't want to give in, but i know, know that it's right, to listen to my breathing and start believing myself, woah, myself, myself, and i know we're not the same as we were, used to be falling hard, but now it just hurts, me so bad, and you know that i can't hold back, all these worries that i've had, 'bout you