letter to ma

momma got that title for the mvp, she don't really know what she mean to me, you were only 17 when you got the news that daddy left to know life would've changed for the both of yours, not only that but changing people that were close to you cuz teenage pregnancy is not something the public is not open to, but you were brave! chose to leave your life behind knowing that the end of yours would also be the start of mines, knowing you were young and i surprised you both ahead of time, changed your whole life for contractions and an aching spine, and even then still managed to run errands to ride my whole life you played the role of both parents, so ma you know what i'm saying your little girl when times were sicken and rough it was just us against the world well its us against the world, and i hope one day you're proud of me hope i make up for all those time you ever doubted me, but on the real in my eyes you were always my queen momma got that title for the mvp, momma got that title for the mvp, she don't really know what she mean to me, couple years down the line and moving spot to spot tryna find a house but we never really had the glock, see back then i know you had to sacrificed a lot i prayed every time i heard you cry and saw the tears you dropped, man i was young so i never knew what i could do try to think of how you felt and put myself inside your shoes, but they were to big and i was just a little girl trying to comprehend how i could fit into my mothers world, and then you met a man i thought would make a difference give you everything and show you just what you were missing, 3 siblings down the line and i thought you were forever but sometimes 2 people ain't supposed to be together, so its back to square one me momma and the kids tryna show them i could be a father figure and a sis but, you don't need a king to know your a queen momma got that title for the mvp, momma got that title for the mvp, she don't really know what she mean to me, i know these letters of cliche can actions speak louder than whatever i can say but i wanted you to know, you are my biggest idol not only taught me strength but from you i learned survival, single mother of 4 kids i got a question, how you manage?, especially putting up with all my extra baggage, every time you saw me hurt always tried to fix the damage, i'm sorry for the drama ma i really didn't plan it, but i got chu if you need me i pray that you believe me, i know you only looking out cuz you already been me, once were my age went through that phase, we read the same book but always on a different page and its messed up, we always fighting and i hate the fact, i said some shit i didn't mean wish i could take it back, cuz you the person i inspire to be momma got the title for the mvp, momma got that title for the mvp, she don't really know what she mean to me,