best i can

been thinking about, all of those lies that you heard me say, i can't make them go away, been thinking about, all the mistakes you've seen me make, when i can barely hold on, you promise you won't let me go, and i want you to know, i don't live a perfect life, but god knows i'm trying the best i can, and i have wasted so much time, pretending i'm not lying about who i am, but now i'm living the best i can, been thinking about, it's so hard to see what you see in me, would you lay it out for me?, been thinking about, this isn't the way i thought i would be, when i can barely hold on, you promise you won't let me go, and i want you to know, i don't live a perfect life, but god knows i'm trying the best i can, and i have wasted so much time, pretending i'm not lying about who i am, but now i'm living the best i can, i'm breaking down, and now i've found, a reason to make it, this time around, no matter where i go, i want you to know, i know that i'm never alone, i want you to know, i don't live a perfect life, but god knows i'm trying the best i can, and i have wasted so much time, pretending i'm not lying about who i am, but now i'm living the best i can, no matter where i go, i want you to know, i'm living the best i can, and i have wasted so much time, pretending i'm not lying about who i am, now i'm living the best i can