fall apart

so you finally found a way, to lessen all your pain, what you'd give to feel again, for even just the day, and as you search to find the words, for someone to relate, you realize all your faults, were never their mistakes, and everything starts to fall apart, covered in ink to hide these scars, and everything ends the way it starts, i just wanna feel like i belong, could this be the one last time, that brings about the change, the moments in your life, when you know it has to change, another waste of time, another dream in flames, and once you feel the fire, you'll never be the same, all my life, i've done nothing but hide from myself, all my life, i've done nothing but lie to myself,