tongue-tied

last night i dreamt that you were dead. the only that i could find to clear you from my head. i find it hard for me to get past all the shit you did to me. in spite at night i try in vain to get my mind back right. tongue tied, i feel so terrified, i'm so sick of being on my own, tongue tied, i feel so dead inside. some things are better left alone, completely out of sight and mind, never to be told. i find it harder to express the things that no one else can see. but me, sometimes i wait for days to get my mind back, right. tongue tied, i feel so terrified, i'm so sick of being on my own, tongue tied, i feel so dead inside, struggling in a world i can't control, some say waiting, taking my own time is all i can do, should've known you'd things to hide by look in your eyes, i can hear the words loud, tongue tied, i feel so terrified, i'm so sick of being on my own, tongue tied, i feel so dead inside, struggling in a world i can't control