as if you know me

i collect myself from falling down, disengage to rearrange myself without your fate, and it rains, and it rains, you say you know who i am, you found the worst in me, you find the way that i walk, talk, such an evil seed, the sudden change that we make, we will find peace, the eyes we slash, the teeth we sink, it's called identity, and i wonder, wonder, what it is that you had said, so just bite your tongue, save it for somebody else, spit me out and turn away, 'cause i have better ways to spend my days, as if you know me