xanax

i woke up to a heart attack, no i'm just being dramatic, it's this massive panic, that's fueling my heart rate, it's racing and i'm manic, have you ever had the feeling, when you just don't wanna breathe, and you can't stand up without leaning, and there's nothing to believe in, have you ever walked outside, and felt like you might throw up, right beside your car, before you even get inside, every day of my life, i don't wanna be dependent, on synthetic medicine, that keeps me calm enough to sleep, but kills me softly when i'm weak, have you ever looked beyond the eyes, of someone else's life, and thought that you were fine, until you turned crazy over night