i messed up again

, this wasn't what it suppose to be, found myself right back with the woman i was suppose to leave, and even with all the pain and drama she find herself back to me, and i let her in, and we right back where we ended, i know that what we are ain't right, thought i'd leave her after one night, heading right back in her bed, she all in my head and i ain't think twice, said she love me but it don't show, and she with a nigga while i'm on the road, and if she fuck around with that fuck around, he gonna fuck around and get smoked, cause i gave this girl my life, put in all my time, even when i knew we wouldn't last, still stuck around and i try to make things work, through all this hurt but we get bad then get worse, and with everything i learnt before sad to say that. i messed up, i messed up, i messed up again, and it's just the way the world turns, some people don't learn, its to late to change it, it's too late, i messed up, i messed up, i messed up again, and it's just the way the world turns, sometimes you got to crash before you learn, i messed up, i messed up again, feels like i fucked up a plan, like i'm less of a man, because i was once here before, swore i wouldn't be again, last time i fell for your lust, and put my heart in your trust, to regret what we were, just to go back and mess up again,