from the beginning

there might have been things i missed, but don't be unkind, it don't mean i'm blind, perhaps there's a thing or two, i think of lying in bed, i shouldn't have said, but there it is, you see it's all clear, you were meant to be here, from the beginning, maybe i might have changed, and not been so cruel, not been such a fool, whatever was done is done, i just can't recall, it doesn't matter at all, you see it's all clear, you were meant to be here, from the beginning